I Died

I died.
The emptiness inside
Ruled by a chaotic mind
Hidden from the deepest corners
Showed no mercy to naivety.

I died.
Can you help it when you're so alone?
Is no one home, is no one home?
Eternity goes by seconds,
And that boy, and that girl,
Has had many.

I died.
There's no worry,
There's no fear.
The black and dark is all that's here.
I died
And stepped inside
Where emptiness laid,
To take back my soul,
Take back the pain.

I died.
Rotting carcass while awake.
It stays the hand
Of love and hate.
If my scent is foul
And there's nothing worse,
That'd be me.
That'd be my curse.

I died.
So long ago
When I tried to cry;
When I tried to live
I be beaten down,
By lone
By hate,
And it'd been all I'd feel.

I died.
Now all that's left
Is patience and loneliness,
Waiting for my time to rest.

***

Crack,
Splash,
Thud,
Boom.
The red flower awakened in bloom.
Turning brown to black,
The stem so blue
Paid the price
With heavenly dues.

Down the canyon;
That empty gorge,
 Became full, so full,
Of bloody scorn.


ISA